Best thing since sliced wrists

most grade students could pull this one off

Wed, 07 Mar 2007 17:30:12 GMT

Deadman's wheel chair

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 21:35:11 GMT

wednesday night
all should come

http://www.deadmanswheelchair.com/

awesome

Tue, 27 Feb 2007 19:30:20 GMT

I've been on my normal roller coaster of fun as usual, but..

This time the highs are way better, and the lows don't last nearly as long.
I haven't had anything like this for, at the very least, 6 years now.
And even better in many other ways.

No illusions.
She knows EXACTLY who I am
and she apreciates every last little thing I do.
From doors, to a quick snack, to a back rub...just everything.

Just wow

till all hours

Fri, 23 Feb 2007 19:22:51 GMT

so i was out all ours of the night
and most of the ones usually found in the morning

went to chimera(local goth event...awesome) then stayed out late chatting in the car for several hours.

then i noticed the car was dead......fuck
but luckily we were just 4 blocks from rescue
a quick boost and we were on our way

i got to bed at 6:30
got to work by 8:00

I have two things to say on this

she is freak'n awesome
my neck really hurts

uh oh

Wed, 21 Feb 2007 07:47:20 GMT

Sylar
You scored 33 Idealism, 62 Nonconformity, 45 Nerdiness

How can you stop what's coming... when you don't know anything about power?
Congratulation, you're Sylar, the artist formerly known as Gabriel Gray! You are a seriously nerdy person with an enormous desire to be different, and to be recognized for it. As long as you don't go eating brains, this doesn't have to be a bad thing at all. You're ambitious, intelligent, tenacious, and unique. Your best quality: Panache Your worst quality: An obsessive desire for recognition and power

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 99% on Idealism

You scored higher than 99% on Nonconformity

You scored higher than 99% on Nerdiness

Link: The Heroes Personality Test written by freedomdegrees on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

healthy for a change

Wed, 21 Feb 2007 07:40:59 GMT

I have met some one who actually likes me for me.
I know it sounds wierd, but is it ever amazing.
And she's her own person, with a life of her own.
I can only hope I can do my best and not screw this up.

There is no try

altered

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 19:14:21 GMT

I was driving down the deerfoot the other day, all deep in thought, and kinda down.

All of a sudden I just looked up and said out loud "I am Dean" kind of in a defiant wy.
I actually got shivers down my spine. All my hair stood on end, and wow...

It just goes to show that even I think my name is pretty powerful.

So that really helped me decide that in one of my current situations, I need to re-enforce that "I am Dean" and I will not settle for less.

try it sometime

misfortune

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 18:09:16 GMT

wed- chinese food- fortune cookie- empty
sun- chinese food- fortune cookie- empty

as the second one came to the table i already had the feeling that it too would be empty

what the hell

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 16:18:04 GMT

I've been doing some thinking lately(too much in fact)

I like to think that I'm all charismatic and such because i seem to have no problems with the fairer sex....but now i'm thinking:
is it just because i have no morals and the women around me pick up on it, and then i get used thinking the whole time that that's not what's happening?
upon reflection there is only one girl I ever dated that didn't know me as a cheating whore.
every other girl i've been with NEW i was a cheating whore. How did they know? they knew because they were each cheating with me, most of them.

so am I picking them, or are they picking me?
do i actually have no means to attract a NICE girl.
I'd really like a nice girl someday

wow

Mon, 15 Jan 2007 23:27:13 GMT

Erotic Thriller

You've made your own rules in life - and sometimes that catches up with you.
Winding a web of deceit comes naturally, and no one really knows the true you.

Your best movie matches: Swimming Pool, Unfaithful, The Crush

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

last night

Thu, 14 Dec 2006 17:31:14 GMT

Last night ruled

sass'n and drink'n

holy shit

Thu, 30 Nov 2006 22:59:43 GMT

splendid

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 20:16:27 GMT

I had quite the awesome weekend
started at the alley of friday dancing with some pretty hot girls...a lot

then even better, on saturday A girl who has caught my attention on several occasions decided to dance with me for a few songs.
and then of course some other less desirable girls thought that that meant I was free for them to try and have a dance too....NOT.
I really hope I gave the propper impression of "seriously dis-interested" to the other two. because I don't want to have given off the impresion that i dance with just any troglodite that happens by.
I'm picky...very picky. She was more than perfect, and the others were were perfect with a capital "get the fuck away from me"

I think I was 20% more Dean that saturday.

Post Script
If this gets back to her somehow...I sure hope she knows which of the three she was.
Mind you...If she's confident enough to dance with me like that...then she probly knows well enough.

cute but not quite

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 20:11:09 GMT

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

tonight

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 17:19:05 GMT

even though I absolutely HATE the location (not the bar itself, just where the bar is) I will be going to the holloween thingy at chimera tonight

everyone else should also come, and celebrate halloween on the actual night. celebrating early is like having new years on the 3rd just because it's a saturday. that's junk.

Trip to Vernon

Mon, 23 Oct 2006 20:53:24 GMT

The trip to vernon was successful
I managed to buy a few rolls of carpet.
Gave 3 to my friend and 3 for me
that should last me like a year, hell i'll probly give most of it away

fuct up

Fri, 20 Oct 2006 20:36:52 GMT

so I broke up with the mother of my child
move in with my old buddy thinking it'll be great to get away from the situation

now they are seeing each other

i'm not up set at them

but it sure as hell is comfortable

Fri, 20 Oct 2006 20:32:09 GMT

yay
free trip to Vernon
me and an old partner in crime are off to do some harsh hyjinx
we may even be carpet shopping

dear god

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 21:54:01 GMT

Anakin Skywalker
You scored 60% outgoingness, 74% intelligence, and 23% goodness!

Sometimes very calculating and usually plotting to make other people suffer. You are the perfect example of good abilities being used for the wrong motives.

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 99% on outgoingness

You scored higher than 99% on intelligence

You scored higher than 99% on goodness

Link: The Which Movie Character Are You Test written by 5934 on OkCupid, home of the The Dating Persona Test

as i thought

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 18:36:26 GMT

Neo-Conservative
You scored 36% Personal Liberty and 50% Economic Liberty!

A neo-conservative believes in moderate to high government intervention on personal matters and moderate government intervention on economic matters. Unlike most other conservatives, they may tend to support a social safety net, though to a lesser extent then most leftists. Others are more capitalistically inclined. They tend to support war, police powers, foreign intervention and laws restricting personal liberty. Neo-conservatives tend to emphasize foreign policy. Neo-conservatism is the result of "fusion" between "old left" and "new right" tendencies.

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 99% on Personal

You scored higher than 99% on Economic

Link: The Politics Test written by brainpolice on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

awesome

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 14:03:43 GMT

Dead Man's Wheelchair was pretty freak'n cool

Charity........wow
Mandi.... i had no clue you could sing
Fluffy...... sweet tunes
And that girl with that insturment.....pretty damn sweet playing.
There was also a pretty cool poetry reading or two

all in all, if u notice this thing coming around again, PROMOTE it.

I give it the official "Dean's stamp of approval"

For the 13th Fox

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 16:31:45 GMT

http://www.fat-pie.com/bwrt.htm

history repeats itself

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 17:15:40 GMT

wierd
i went through all my journal posts.
and here is some thing i found

july 12 2001 = broke up with my with my x-wife

july 12-15 2003 = Broke up with my girl friend

july 14 2006 = broke up with my most recent

wierd

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 21:30:31 GMT

going to see combichrist friday.
It's gonna rule

lost

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 21:18:38 GMT

i have now made my way down to 223 lbs from 235

pretty happy about it.
And I only used throwing up to get rid of some of it.

heh
the rest has been getting rid of coke from my diet. And also not gourging at meals.